emo

HE IS DEAD

2010-05-03T01:04:00.000-07:00

he is dead on this day so he is MIA

2009-11-10T05:45:00.000-08:00

it have been a few day le, where she nve reply the msg that been send to her, his hear was very pain and he does not feel good when she nve reply.even though in class gt talk but after wont reply his msg, if done wrong, will say sorry, he is feeling very sad and want to cry out.his mind is thinking of her and want to tell her the true feeling toward her

pain in his heart

2009-11-07T03:33:00.000-08:00

today the feeling of his was not very good as yesterday night was not a good night to sleep as he have been crying throughout the night while he was crying,the pain getting more pain as his mind keep thinking of someone that he have feeling on as she have start ignored him not like those week where he been reflecting and trying not to lose her where he is finding the answer in every night and his feeling to her is getting more and more strong but he does not have the courage to tell her and his lack of confident and low self-esteem may lead losing her where it make him very upset till now he havent recovered the sadness he have.He just wishing she could not been ignored him and today he is unable to concentrate working as his mind is very confused and his heart is pain. now he is praying that a guide could tell him what should he do next. writing in this post was writing with tears on his face where he try to stop it from flowing out.

he is not acting pity or what, he is just writing out his true feeling on his heart

infinity sadness

2009-07-29T08:59:00.000-07:00

a ray of light
of the golden red sun
breaks the cold and bitter night
I repeat
the unspoken words
that were not meant to be
drowning myself
in infinite sadness
and melancholy
the words,
written on a line
that you will be mine
and intense will be Love
that rises above
as a ray of light
breaks the bitter night

21 guns

2009-07-16T05:39:00.000-07:00

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Friendship

2009-07-05T04:05:00.000-07:00

it is a bond between two people something that is special.
When you find a friend like you,
then you know you have found a true friend.
A friend is someone who is nice, with a big heart just like you.
As time passes we only grow closer.
Our memories grow larger and we grow smarter.
Our friendship will never die through thick and thin.
You are my friend and I am your friend.
You are the highlight of my gloomy days.
We will always be friends.

H1N1

2009-07-02T07:17:00.000-07:00

Now H1N1 virus is making people more and more people get the virus which even me was scared of it.Now My school is currently the poly that have the highest case of H1N1,where now i have to be careful of myself.The school wont close even though there is increased of the cases and they take alot of precautions.Today year 1 are back from there their 1 week of holiday where they have their lesson on E-learning, then there was curfew where year 1 to 3 have a 35 min of going break then after that need to go back class to stay in.Then school have just metioned that from tomorrow onward,Those who never bring themeter will get to send home then school also have give student free mask to wear if they need it.

I hoping these virus could be bring to a end with a medicine killing the virus,saving those have the virus to be cured.

loneliness

2009-06-30T09:07:00.000-07:00

Loneliness is darknessA never-ending night.Even though the black won’t go away,You’ll never fall asleep.Because loneliness sparks a fearAnd unlike other nightmaresAwakening will not vanish it;For the darkness is too strongTo allow any rest.It makes memories into ghostsAnd dreams into spirits.Too vague to rememberToo important to forget.

million tears

2009-06-25T08:30:00.001-07:00

I wanna know where you belong,
I wanna know why I sing this song.

I try to show how much I feel,
is that a dream or is it real?

I never look where you belong,
until I'm gonna sing my song.

Is it a lie or is it true?
So many tears I've cried for you.

Refrain:

Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you

A million tears that I have cried,
I wish you where right by mi side.

I try to show how much I care,
believe in me I will be there.

I never knew where you belong,
whenever you just hear my song.

Is it a lie or is it true?
So many tears I've cried for you.

Oh ho, oh ho, a million tears for you,
Oh ho, oh ho, a million tears for you.

friends

2009-06-24T08:17:00.000-07:00

Friend is someone who is there for you to cheer u up, make u happpy, be there for you to show support if you are down.Friend can help one another as we are know for quite know.

I know friend can be found everywhere. but a best friend is hard to find as it is not easy to get a best friend as even best friend also can betray you or backstab you under some condition.it will make u feel hurt as you trust him so much in the end tio backstab.So to find a best friend who can keep sercet and advise you be there for u is abit hard.BUt still gt friend is best as you wont feel lonely and there is people at there to have fun and enjoy the laughter

EQ

2009-06-22T07:09:00.000-07:00

Normally people say not only IQ is important, EQ also very important.When you hear people say what is EQ, it make you wonder what is EQ? EQ is stand for Emotional Quotient which is said to be a measure of a person’s emotional intelligence. Hearing some people saying that People with High IQ tend to have Low EQ like some student in those famous school, they will look down on people in normal school where they think they were much smarter than them.It is to say that Singapore has High IQ but have low EQ where i think that actually we cant really say that singapore student always have high IQ and low EQ de.we can balance between IQ and EQ where we can make them balanced. Having a good EQ make people think you are been well taught by your parent.

So for my view is that EQ is always important de as If u gt High IQ but low EQ, making people think you are too smart that you dont use ur brain think but use ur ass to think so HAve a high EQ making people think you are well taught in moral education

Death

2009-06-21T07:01:00.000-07:00

Death is a process that everyone in the life need to undergo where from we lives till we are old till we are sick till we are died.To me, i not scared to face it as everyone need to go through this process and also is see how fast we leave this world, Those people who facing death soon for example those cancer patient, they already accepted that they will leave this world soon. So they will live their lives to the fullest where they were do those they want to do, they will happily live on their remaining days as been sad wont change the fact so why not stay happy and optimistic and not let their family happy.

But Death may also caused some problem like some people use death to settle some matter as they think this is the only way to solve the problem but to me this is not the way to solve as this is causing more burden to those helping to solve the problem which is left by them.Those who end their lives causing they are unable to face the problem, they are too selfish and irresponsible where they left the problem unsolve and let their loved one to help them settle it.Then their parent born them , feed them grown up and sent them to education in the end this is how they repay their parent by making them heartbreak.

So no matter got problem dont ever use death to settle it, then lived your life to the max and be happy.

Loss and gain

2009-06-20T05:44:00.000-07:00

Everyone in the life, tend to lose something and gain back something. When you lose something that you have reget of doing it to cause it to lose it, you will feel that if i gt a chance i will go back to the time and change the incident to prevent from losing it.but once it is lose is lose liao, it is no use living under its past, we have to still move on even though some times is hard to do so.It take times for the incident slowly erased from ur memory and in the end you will totally forget it as time go back.While you will in the process of healing, God wont mistreat us de, he will give you something that can cheer you where you have gain something news. it may be a new good friend or maybe some good news waiting for you.

So in the end we must learn to move on and not keep staying in the same spot for too long.as there will be many new thing and adventure waiting for us to discover.

New of him

2009-06-19T06:19:00.000-07:00

HI everyone, it is quite some time that my blog is dead.I am now back to make my blog come alive so pls stay tuned for more update.i will try my best to update it everyday